Tuesday, January 22, 2013

Harrison's 4th birthday

 Back at the end of October we celebrated what would be Harrison's 4th birthday. 
Its so weird to think that its been 4 years since all that happened and I've had Finn since then and am now pregnant again with another little boy.  
Going to the grave is always bittersweet. 
I am so grateful we have a place to visit him and show the kids, but its hard at the same time. We don't visit as often as we used to, so then I feel a sense of guilt that we only go on his birthday and memorial day. Trent said that he knows we love him and miss him and as long as we keep him in our family conversations. 
I love these two photos of Hudson and Ruby looking to the sky.  I love that Harry is apart of their lives and they still talk about him.


Trent was explaining to Finn what we were doing. 
What a blessing Finn has been in our lives and can't wait to add another one soon. 

Our friends left the firetruck last year and it was still there. Every year the kids bring a little toy or something to him and this year they brought more cars and a dinosaur. I know Finn didn't know him here on earth but I know they have a special bond seeing as Finn was our special little guy that came to us after Harry.  We feel so blessed to have Harrison in our family and have an angel watching over us. I have felt him many times in my life since he was born.

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