Again?!?!?!

Since Harrison, I have had the stomach flu/food poisoning 3 times. And I had it 3 times prior last year, one that sent me to the ER. What is up? I don't know if I am being punished because that's sure how it feels. I got it horribly on Thanksgiving night, just 2 weeks after Harrison was born. It was bad, I was still trying to recover. Then, last Saturday when I was up with Ruby and her croup I started to feel sick, really sick. I was in and out of the bathroom all night and doubled over with stomach cramps and nausea. I took a phenergan to try and ease the nausea and so I could rest, all while trying to take care of a sick baby who probably needed to go to the Er but I was too loopy on meds. The next day I felt better but was weak. Well then Thursday night we took the kids to get dessert to celebrate Trent for winning Utah Small Business of the Year. Crazy huh. (more on this to come) I am so proud of him and his accomplishment, he works so hard and it is so great to see others see it too.
Well, after we got home I just kept saying how much my tummy hurt. So Trent got the kids in bed and I just laid down while watching tv. Then about 10:30 it got so bad I decided to take a bath to help. Minutes later I was up throwing up everything. It happened all night long. I was in so much pain and couldn't stop. It was probably the worst I had it in a long time. Trent was so surprised someone could be that sick and have that much inside of them. My whole body hurt and I just kept saying, "Why me?" I know that with Ruby being so sick I did not sleep seriously for 4 days so that probably didn't help either and that the stomach flu had gone through my whole family, but still, why me? I have had my fair share of stuff.
I don't know if I have something wrong with my stomach or if because of my horrible pregnancy and being so sick and having to have blood and the trauma I've been through that my immune system just isn't what it used to be. Well, today I feel better, just weak and crampy, I was so sick I lost 7lbs, crazy huh. I'm sure the minute I feel better it will come back on but still crazy.
Anyways, should I be worried? Do you think I am ok, that its just that I have not recovered all the way? That my immune system still needs time? What? I always wonder, "why me?" Why have I had to go through so much lately. The stomach flu might not be that bad to those of you out there, you might be thinking, so what it was just a little bug, but its more than that to me. I've been through so much and to keep getting sick and having dumb things happen to me on top of the huge things is just frustrating, hard. But I do know it could always be worse, but I still always ask, "Why me?"
We will never know the answers to life's questions, to those "Why me" so I just have to move. Elder Joseph B. Wirthlin said, "The question “Why me?” can be a difficult one to answer and often leads to frustration and despair. There is a better question to ask ourselves. That question is “What could I learn from this experience?”The way we answer that question may determine the quality of our lives not only on this earth but also in the eternities to come. Though our trials are diverse, there is one thing the Lord expects of us no matter our difficulties and sorrows: He expects us to press on. I know after much tribulation come the blessings. I know I just need to be patient, be humble, have faith, and be grateful. I find it difficult especially when I feel like I am failing or things keep happening but I will continue to try. Its the only thing I know how to do, try.